Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Him (:

Hello!
This is ME and MUHD NABIL AZWAN
hihi :D
I LOVE HIM SOOOOO MUCH
taknak hilang you, yeah you Nabil :)
Act dia tgh tacing dgn lissa now
mwihihi :D
sbb td dia kata
'thanks sbb spoilkan mood i'
sa kata
'welcome'
saja nak tgk respon dia
then dia ambil serious
sa dah tak kesah dah, sbb sa dah tau dia mcm ni
then ayat dia yang paaaaaling comel is
'sumpah you jahat'
haha 
lissa taktahu apa yg comel but cara dia tulis tumcm comel
and boleh bayangkan cara dia ckp 
dgn muka merajuk dia
atoto :P
b i sayang you lah
sayang sangat sangat tau b :)

My Best (:

Well, this is ME and Aishah
I love her, and she's my best bud in Bandar Tasik Puteri ;)
She likes to make me laugh :D
Sha ni agak tak betul, dia terbalik sikit
hikhokk ;D
Love ya!

This is Eida
She's prettayyyy ;)
Ida ni pun kekadang terbalik jugak
She's also my best bud in Bandar Tasik Puteri :)

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Its me

Act lissa saaaaaaaaaayang DIA sangat2
tapi sekarang taktahu lah
sekejap sayang sekejap tak
how?
taknak langsung hilang dia
sbb kitaorg nak masuk 9 month
i just FUU
taktahu apa yg lissa nak dari dia
apa yg dia buat semua tak kena bg lissa
and asal dia buat hali sikit je
sa marah dia 
yaa, sa kesian dkt dia
sa boleh nampak yg dia still syg lissa mcm dulu
but WHATS WRONG WITH YOU LISSA?
apa yang kurang dkt dia?
apa yg buat lissa jadi mcm ni?
tak sayang dia dah?
no wayy, dah janji yang sa akansayang dia smpai bila2
tp boleh janji tu sa tunaikan?
come on lissa.
lissa still sayang dia
tak payah nak mcm ni



ilovehimsomuch act ;(

I

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

Me

Nothings gonna change the way I feel and you know that I'm gonna love you still. Please don’t turn your back, I cant believe it's hard just to talk to you, but you don't understand. Because we're not together now, and I want to be with you. I'm sorry I can't just be friends. Am I too late, or do I have a chance? I'm sorry... I can't just be friends.

Yesterday :)

17 September 2011
hee :)
semalam pergi openhouse
baim ambil dekat rumah aiman
lissa baru lepas dtg aiman punya openhouse
then pergi rumah SHA dgn aiman and baem
then pergi lah rumah tashaaaa :)
dah sampai rumah tasha
duduk dengan SHA, baem, aiman, ehsan, mirul, epy
then dah habis makan kat rumah tasha
pergi GVP
lissa just duduk dekat2 kereta until diorang sampai
then yang PAAAAAAAALING BEST :D
Qalam dengan Wali duduk dekat depan cermin kereta tu
haha serious kelkar, lissa tak boleh stop gelak
then sampai satu part ni
Qalam jatuh dari kereta
OH MY GOD
terkejut lissa
takut qalam teruk
masa jatuh tu Qalam boleh lagi gelak
tak boleh belah betul -.-'
then hantar qalam kejap, dah injured kan
tengok2 kat siku qalam ada luka
kecian ;D
then dah habis2, 
my turn balik rumah
baem hantar depan rumah and i said thanks
and balik mandi tidurrr 
*peace

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Thanks :)


Thanks sayanggg :*
act, kitaorg baru okay, gaduh hihi
then dlm library nbyl buat ni hihi
thanks yaaa, sayang you <3

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Credit to Ida :)
thanks idaaa buatkan benda ni
hihi
comel sangat tauuu
sayang ida :)

Monday, September 5, 2011

Yaya :(





BEFORE


AFTER


Look at yaya,
dia sakit :(
kesian dia, lissa sayang yaya sanngat2 tau tak
jangan lah sakit2 yaya :(
dulu yaya selalu main dengan lissa, then mcm mana yaya boleh sakit?
yaaa sa selalu buli yaya, im so sorry :(
lissa sayang yaya tau :'(

Sunday, September 4, 2011

(:

I HATE YOU :)

people change

okayy
just taktahu kenapa sekarang ni
kepercayaan lissa dekat DIA dah berkurangan
i just dont know why
and sekarang ni rasa benci lebih banyak dari rasa sayang
kenapa yaaa?
sebab dia kurang bg perhatian
and perangai dia nampak mcm dia ada org lain
jangan marah, sa just tulis apa yg sa rasa selama ni
kalau dia buat hal lagi
sa takkan teragak2 buat keputusan yg sa pernah janji dulu
IM LEAVING YOU
yahh im so sorry

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Raya

Act tahun ni punya raya tak best sangat
sbb tahun ni tak dapat raya dengan nenda
raya dengan atuk je
and tak dapat raya amang
nak sangat raya ampang
please ayah? sa nak raya ampang :(
lissa rindu atheera, mira, kak farah, tia, fana
rindu nak beraya dengan dorang 
kalau kat Kota Damansara
tak ada siapa pun :/
ada family kita je
tahun dpn raya ampang yaa?
and lissa nak pergi abg faisal kahwin!
PLEASE YA AYAH !

My Babunn :*


Say Hello to Muhd Nabil :)
well he is my love
I do love him
Yaaa, kitaorg memang selalu gaduh, tapi bak kata nabil ni
'even kita selalu sangat gaduh, gaduh tu lah yang buatkan hubungan kita lebih akrab'
haaa? betul ke?
haha betul lah kannn :)
happy act couple dengan nbyl ni
dia understanding
bagi lissa yaaa dia perfect :)
even dia selalu ckp dia tak perfect bagai
*macam i kesah?
haha
kat mata i you perfectlah nabyll :)
dont worry, i takkan mintak break dekat you buat kali kedua
tu pun kalau you ak buat hal lagi lah
HEHE :D
And im jealous of the people who get to see and be with you everyday
*ayat desperate kan?
hee :D
btw ILOVEYOUSOMUCH Muhd Nabil <3

yayaaa :)

okay this is my yaya and snowy yayaaa :D
hihi baru2 ni dia lahirkan anak
ada 4 ekor
tapi 2 ekor maaaaaaaaaatii :(
so, sekarang tinggal 2, mygoshhh
serious comel lah nyahhh 
mak suka xD
well this is Shynoboo <3
anak yaya
tengok mata diaaa
sebelah hijau sebelah biru right?
hihi my fav lah!
sayang shynoboo sangat2 tau takkkk
dahlah putih, gebu pulak
ikut sebijik macam yaya :)
And this is Dylan
dia ni tak boleh duduk diam
main je kerja
then bila jumpa Pine, dia angkat badan
tunjuk mcm dia kuat
selalu mcm tu
dia ni pun comel jugak
haha entahlah nak sayang mana satuu
well im done :)

ILOVEYOU!